Still awake. Hope everyone is having a good day. My dad is here visiting for the weekend, which is awesome, haven't seen him since last year at my oldest brother's funeral. Been awake all night, literally trying to find a decent dating site. I don't get to get out much so that's pretty much the only choice of trying to find a good guy. And let me say, most guys my age are not on the same level as me. Most don't want a 25 year old with a child (which is a very big deal breaker since I have a son) or they don't want anything long term or a serious relationship. I learned on some dating sites that guys younger than me are pushy and mean. All they want is sex, and when I decline them, they call me names (such as the guy that told me to go kill myself just cause I didn't want to sleep with him for $200) and the guy that started telling others that I only wanted to use guys for money. Then, guys older than me want to show off and spoil me, guess like a "sugar daddy", but I don't want that. All I would love is to have a serious, long term, relationship. Money doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if the guy is rich or poor. If he's rich then good for him, I would still prefer to work and earn my own money. If he's poor then that's okay too because I know what it's like to be poor.
Grew up poor and I guess I would still be considered poor. I don't mind it. There have been guys my age that decided to not go out with me because of that "issue". Hell, they consider me having a son as an "issue" too. The point is I do not care if the guy has money or not, as long as they love me and we're happy. And they accept my son too.
And that is my early rant. Just wanted to get that out.
Love
Ariana
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