Don't you hate it when there is an opportunity for things to change finally after 25 years of being, well, pretty much poor or close to it, and then there's a catch?
I ended up joining exploretalent, mainly to see if I would even have any interests for parts available. Well, I got chosen to be a supporting role in an Adam Sandler movie. Now the issue with that is, I have to upgrade to pro membership on exploretalent so I can receive all info for the part and the documents. It's exciting because the amount I'd earn a week would help greatly for me to help my family and get a small place in the town my son is in. But I can't do it. I don't have a bank account to even upgrade to pro and even if I did, it would go just like how it did when I got my first percap from the Comanche tribe: My mom kept the debit card and kept taking the money out. Sure we needed groceries, but still. So, this shot to become an actress will have to be passed up.
Aside from that, some insane girl is threatening to harm my family just cause my sister's fiancé turned her down. Haven't seen my son since April and that is just slowly killing me inside. I keep hitting writers block as well and doing my best.
Gave up on trying to date, and attempting to cut down on coffee... We already know that isn't going to happen haha. But, these life changing moments happen so often, then it's prevented. I'm sure others have gone through that too, correct?
Maybe I'll have a shot at it again. Preferably a shot that will not require me to upgrade to pro just to finally make it and finally get my little boy.
Love
Ariana
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