The title is me pretty much telling myself that. Things will get better. I haven't done any writing lately, my family is falling apart from all this trouble that's been going on for a month now. We are pretty much out of groceries and what food we do have is for my niece since she's here this week. I made everyone else French toast, there wasn't enough for me, so instead I made myself some cinnamon toast. Kinda worn out on cinnamon toast and ramen. Been eating a lot of ramen too. Everyone else is doing good at least. Just glad my son doesn't have to be here during times like now. Not getting any responses for the jobs I applied to and I'm still not sleeping well.
But, I have hope it'll get better. Just need to keep trying, even as worn out as I feel.
Thought of giving up earlier. Felt like crying out of frustration, but me being myself, I bury that and force some happiness around my family. Would still love to move out and be on my own, have my son, and a loyal, caring, guy in my life. Humor never hurts, that's helpful when things suck. So, for others out there that can understand what I feel: Frustrated, sad, angry, hungry, stressed, and restless, IT WILL GET BETTER. I PROMISE 😊
Love
Ariana
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