My sister is right, I am gonna snap one day. I finished my last book to my zombie series, but it's only available on Amazon Kindle. Createspace won't let me release it as a paperback, which is a bit stressful. But, still pushing forward, keeping hope and smiling. Now, stuck here with family that doesn't help me clean, we are about out of groceries and other necessities. I have $27 left that I was saving for something personal and important, or for gas money so I can finally get my son, but I gotta use it to get what groceries I can. Everyone has been complaining that I need to get certain stuff, mainly for themselves. I get a check once a year from the tribe I'm part of, I usually use that money for some cheap Christmas gifts for my family and for my son. But before I even get the check, my family is telling me to get a new washer, dryer, refrigerator, and water heater... Problem with that, I don't get enough for all that.
Sorry, just venting here. My sister got mad at me for not fixing the issue with my Sims game on her laptop for her little girl. It needs to be defragmented and optimized, I told her that many times, but she won't let me do it cause she thinks I'll mess it up. My niece dumped old milk into my son's car seat, and damaged my Left 4 Dead 2 game. Everyone is sick with allergies and I am somehow being blamed for it.
Can't wait til I can actually save up. Would love to get my son and move out of Oklahoma. Start new somewhere and just go from there.
I should probably not bottle up this stuff. I figured not a lot of people care to know my own problems. But as an ex once said, it's best to vent than bottle it up.
Might be why I have insomnia issues every night.
That's about all, I feel a little better now.
Love
Ariana
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